Same shit everyday

So my life is getting boring and boring and boring everyday is like every other day the days are the same as I bore myself nothing for me to do but clean but you know what I am not my parents fucking maid okay I am not here to clean your fucking house god I hate this I get it I'm suppose to clean but not every fucking thing in the house god then my dad comes home and yells at me on why didn't I clean the house since I'm home all the time this is why I don't want to high school to end because of this every thing in the famous words of me "Fuck me" 

Now I am bored I have no one to talk to I can't go over anyone house or leave during the day oh my god the days!!! its like everyday my mom comes home at 330 then falls asleep then my day comes home falls asleep its like this every fucking day...do you have any idea how it feels to be trap in a house all day everyday? to have no one to talk too to have nothing to do but clean and read and watch TV, does anyone know how it feels to not be able to to see people my age to go and have fun to make mistakes?

To my parents they are protecting me yeah or making me in a psycho bitch I can't do anything with anyone they always think I'm going to go and party and go fuck someone when really I don't have any desire to do that like really who wants to drink that crap that only makes you feel weird and makes you puke oh yes so much fun and no I don't want to go around and fuck every living boy I see when I have desire for that until marriage but do they understand that? NO!!!  I hate it I hate my life.

I'm just so tired not doing anything but the same shit everyday my mom finds it funny as always she always does this to me she never gives me freedom I never had the taste of freedom and honestly my parents are making me sneaky because if their not giving me freedom I'll find a way to have freedom but I haven't done anything bad but go over some friends house when I go off school I could leave early because I only had 4 class.

What I'm trying to say is I am bored with my life I am tired of doing nothing anything everyday I hate my life so much every minute of it is just boring and boring everyday its making me depress and sad knowing I can't do anything but sit in a house everyday looking out the window wishing longing to be outside with my friends to feel the winds through my hair the sun kissing my cheeks the warmth of being outside the freedom of knowing you can be outside.

That is what I desire and my parents is harming me never allowing me to experience life.