Last Night
Ah last night what a night I must say I know that the cousins are fighting among there self and they're separate groups so I also known from last party everyone wasn't talking to Payal and blah blah so I didn't talk to her for my own personal reasons like I like my cousins but she gets under my skin sometimes like how she acts I'm some kid it pisses me off so it wasn't a big deal not saying hi to her anyway Nene and her starred to talk and she explaining herself and then turns to me and says "I don't even know why you were mad at me since you had nothing against me" and I'm like oh hell no don't turn this on me and honestly I don't care if Payal likes me or not its not like I live with her or see her everyday so fuck it she can be mad all she wants at me :)
So to get back on a positive note I text Jason last night cause I was bored at the party so it started out normal and everything just some light teasing but towards the end I don't know how it started but I said guys don't like big chest girls like me and he reply he does but I was like you don't like me that way and I want someone who likes me then he's like I've been always attracted to you blah blah I refuse to let my heart melt at that anyway the conversation came to a weird Holt because Jason then ask if I wanted to no string attached relationship cause now he's single I didn't give him an answer because I don't know the answer for myself.
I'm just so god damn irritated with family and Jason like fuck can anything be drama free but fuck me side that doesn't really work out.
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