Special is not going well

So tomorrow May 27th is my birthday I will be turning 18 and I was excited because well Monday my birthday Tuesday I go to grad nite to six flags Thursday I graduate you would think I would be the most happiest person in the world because this week will be about me, but is it?

Already my dad is making plans for my birthday yeah that's cool and all but he's wants to do whatever he wants to do not I and of course my dad is gonna make it about him instead of my day and then we have my mom who is being excuse my language a bitch.

See the thing is that my parents want to go over these people house for memorial day which is my birthday instead of caring its my birthday tomorrow all they can think about is that its memorial day and want to spend the day at these people house

I get it they're fun and all but its my birthday I want to do what I want to do hell I don't think they're even getting me anything for my birthday cause I wanted a new outfit for six flags but I don't think that's gonna happen.

And already they're pissing me off always being rude and making fun of me today really irritates me and makes me not even celebrate my birthday of graduation its like I just want to be alone that day now all because of my mom and dad who can't think for anyone else but themselves and Freddy and Sabrina my sibling.

Ah for a early update I ask for a ipod for my birthday because then I don't need a new phone and they won't be charge for texting me or calling so that was the best thing right? nope not to my parents they think its a waste of money so to get them off my ass I said no I don't want it.

Now a surge of guilt goes through my veins as my mother keeps reminding my dad all the reason why I shouldn't get this they already spend money on for going to six flags so now I don't anything for my birthday/graduation I just want to go to grad nite and graduate nothing else anymore.