Just Looking At You Irritates Me

Usual I'm fine without looking at Jason but I don't know why but looking at him makes me so damn mad and annoyed like oh I want to do is sock him in the face so maybe one day I will sock you in the face because looking at you is really pissing me off aha I know I sound crazy and weird but come on this is the guy that broke my heart more than one time so I think I have the right to want to sock him in the face.

On a another note I'm about to blow up on this guy name James who is friends with Jason weird huh how every guy I meet his name starts with a "J" so f***ing weird anyway I use to like James but then a rumor came saying he has herpes which scared the shit out of me when I talk to him about he's like there is something in my mouth but his mom doesn't want to take him in to see what wrong with him.

Making me not like him anymore and not talk to him anymore I encourage him to date this one girl and it work so times moves on and he breaks up with her and from time to time he'll say hi but that's it I prefer it like that but lately shit has changed -_- so he texts me and says he want to end his life he has no friends blah blah blah blah so of course being a good person that I am I talk him out of it and said you can to me anytime you need....BIGGEST MISTAKE!! so now he blows up my phone with annoying texts like "Text me" "Hey text me back when you get this" "Text me" "Hi" "Hello" "Hi" "Hi" its so f***ing annoying!! like damn I am not your personal therapist.

Like when I'm on Facebook he will message me text me text me text me and I ignore and get off Facebook I am so thinking about blocking him because now he making VERY uncomfortable, for explain he will pop out of nowhere and say hi he will come up to me and say "Hi Gorgeous" and I make a face that's telling him DO NOT CALL ME GORGEOUS YOU RAPIST!!! but obviously he doesn't get the message because he still does it and yesterday really pissed me off and made me want to hit until he couldn't walk anymore.

So yesterday I was not feeling it I was pissed off tired and having a huge head ache and I was not getting any sleep in my classes and my friends were pissing me off just listening them talk was pissing me off usually that's not me but it was Monday and I was tired and mad I didn't get any sleep so I stood quiet I don't want to hurt their feeling so by the time I get to 4th period and the lunch bell rang I even MORE tired and pissed off so I'm wanting their for my friend Daniel to come waiting with his cousin Crystal and the unthinkable happens.

James come from behind me and hugs me I stiffen up and didn't try to hug back then he move his arms to rest on my breasts which only pissed me off more I told him his arms are resting on my chest and needs to get them off now! but he laughs and and moves them but his hands were moving to touch them my breasts! so I turn quickly and pushed him away and if looks could kill James would be very dead. He walk away laughing which was fuel to my fire and  then he insults the sexy security guard at Target and I told he's ugly.

The meaning of this blog James is pissing me off if he does anything to me today I will f***ing kick his ass and won't stop until he say he'll stop I will not tolerate his dumb ass while he's making me uncomfortable at least my good friend Adrian offer to help I might take me up on his offer.