Good bye Jason

You know that awesome moment when your talking to the guy your totally in love with and thought wow I can see myself with this guy? Nope not me see I thought Jason was the guy for me but NO HE WAS NOT I made myself believe he was the one for me boy was I stupid! because honestly he's a prick a pervert prick and I hate him now :)

Hahaha okay okay I don't hate him I just stop talking to the prick so that has made me in a good mood too yeah I am a little sad about not talking to this guy because we use to close then we started to hate each other but always had a soft part for each other still do well I still do I don't know about him he's a weird guy to know so don't ask me.

So two weeks ago I text him if he had my friend Edgar number because he plays soccer with him so I ask and he's like "sadly yes" like I don't care if your sad about it give me the dam number! so I ask for it and said your my life saver then he ask why at first I didn't know if he was asking "Why I want the number? or Why he is the life saver?" so I thought he was asking why I want the number so I went off him and said "Why does it matter if I want the number just give me the number!" and that set him off and him making fun of me and its safe to say I am never talking to the boy ever again!!!

So I know this is like the thousand times I said I will never talk to him but seriously he cross the line and I am pissed off yes I am a little depress never talking to Jason again but its for the best because I can't be friends with someone who is a total dick head and I want to make this friendship but it can't when we have history with each other and shared a kiss you can't be friends with someone you kissed and like it just not possible but hey if you can more power to you.

I would nothing more than say it to Jason Lopez face I would love to scream all this in his face but I don't think I should yell it aha I just want to get it off my chest and just say it instead text message him what I feel but I can't do that either since I erase his number and I will not go on Facebook to look it up I refuse to talk to him and acknowledge him now what done is done and now...

I Am Moving On From My High School Crush Jason Lopez, thanks for sealing my first kiss thanks for giving me attention I never got before and thank you for being a friend when I needed you and I am so sorry we lost our friendship and fade away I just hope the very best for you. But thanks asshole for ruining my first chances of love now I feel like love is a myth made by crazy chicks.