Hmm..I don't know what to say considering I feel like a empty shell and just want to break down and cry but I won't because ugly crying isn't cute unless guys like girls who ugly cry? then I guess that's cool aha anyway I just feel like a loser apparently if I don't pass my math CAHSEE by tomorrow I'm not going to walk.. and if you can imagine how painful this is to me how hard I work my ass off in high school all to know I can't pass 8th grade math?!?!?!?!?! you can see how pissed off I am because next year there going to stop making kids take the CAHSEE so in a way I'm getting screw over. ISN'T THAT FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!! tomorrow I will do my best and take my time and do anything possible to pass but if I don't know I know for sure I will marked in my house a failure and that's even painfuller, I'm already rank low in my house and knowing I can't walk it'll just show I am a bigger loser. It sucks I'm over credits and have all my grades up and yet I won't be able to walk because of 8th grade math!!! it saddens me greatly and sends me into great depression I just want to be left alone and just try to get my crap together and hopefully just hopefully I pass....
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