Feeling of Meaning

            I can’t help but feel remorse towards the one I used to call “my love” yet I was plague but this disease of love and wanted nothing to more to take my share of love, yet I was wrong by taking my fair share of love because it was not mine to take.  It was suppose to be a token of the one who loves you for you but not to steal it away from someone else, it may be consider as a sin for stealing something so precise and beautiful but yet something that can kill you in the end if you do not treat it right or respect it.Nonetheless the words “Love is a blessing to some but yet can be a curse at the same time” thus people ignore the clear warning given out a silent message yet no one ever hears this warning, a warning everyone should take serious yet always forget, in the end they always regret never listening to the warning and thought to themselves if they did, would the outcome be different?  The outcome could be different all depending in what I would do different but then people might not change their past mistakes.Some people think its okay to make mistakes to learn from their mistakes, but do people really do that? Do they really learn from their mistakes and not go back to the people they once love? No it can’t be, people make mistakes all the time including going back to the people that make them happy. Would someone consider this a sin? Is it a sin to be happy to go to back to the people who put a smile on your face and broke your heart, is it sin to try to love that person? How can it be?Obviously that person made you happy right? It’s only natural to still feel love for them, to hate them but at the same time still love those in the back of your heart never forget. But you will forget but the thought will always be in your heart reminding you of your past but what can you do about it? Not much, honestly not much…Love is a beautiful blessing that can rock your world and send you into a land where there are no worries but it can be a curse bring so much pain and misery, but in the end it’s up to you to make it a blessing or a curse.