Me being dumb and silly

Me Being Very Dumb and Silly:

I'm quite weird when it comes down to certain people or maybe I should say a certain boy aha as silly as that sounds its true, See I like this guy Jason then again EVERYONE loves Jason so no shock there anyway Jason gave me my first kiss and now I am head or heels in love with the evil bastard aha no I'm not I'm serious I'm not in love with him I just have some feeling for the guy cause he gave me my first kiss and giving me all this attention, but anyway I am a dork when it comes down talking to him but sometimes I'm not a complete dork in front of him just a little nervous and scared well he is after all very scary he's the type of guy you look at him wrong you'll get a beat down well I think I actual never seen him fight I only see all the cuts and bruises he gets.

Back to my main point before babbling about other random crap about Jason so anyway today was pretty crappy so far and well I woke up super earlier instead waking up at 5:20 I woke at 4:20 so I'm quite crabby anyway I dress like a bum today not really caring all I did was put some effect to do my make up anyway when the bell ring for first period to end and go to snack I was waiting in C quad waiting for my friend Daniel(A drag queen) to come so I was just standing there minding my own business talking here and there with a couple of my friends Ariel and Emily when I see when walking by but pauses and walks near me. Keep in mind Jason and I has the weird friendship we don't say hello to each other he ignores me so I'm gonna do the same so it REALLY shocking when he comes up to me and say hi in his weird way which is insulting my height.

Last week he came up to me and said hi in his way and talk for a bit text me blah blah anyway this week I was thinking to myself oh he's not going to say hi again because well that's how Jason is whatever so today he gave me a full hug which I like I hate those half hug so lame anyway gives me a full hug I can't remember if I hug back though .-. so instead saying hello like normal people nope Jason insults me saying I still haven't grow because I told him I would be wearing heels but honestly I'm way too tired for that crap right now so of course he will insults, I guess that's his way saying he likes and thinks I'm cute as a short person.

What pissed me off is that I get all freaking happy when he comes to talk to me so that's why I act like a bitch to him I'm trying very hard to show I like him but actually I have a Hate and Love thing for this the asshole go figure.